my heart just says never call me again at night. never comfort me again. never give me company when I feel lonely. never tell me that I’m worth more. never tell me that you love me. never tell me you’d do anything for me. never tell me you’d be there for me.
because I don’t deserve a friend that late at night. I should be fed to the darkness. I am worthless. I shouldn’t be loved. I know I’m not. let me beg for your attention but don’t give in. because I knew it was a mistake. I knew it was my fault so leave me to die.
it’s hard to see you as someone I loved and care for after you threw me away so easily.